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Can we continue 4Gerard's POV
So I kept to my word, I changed myself completely. I changed my wardrobe from old, band shirts and ripped baggy jeans to dark, fashionable shirts and black, skin tight skinny jeans. I even changed my hair. I chopped off my greasy, black hair and bleached it platinum blonde. Let me tell you, that bleach hurt like a bitch. Trust me bitches hurt. They had to bleach it three times. I wanted to rip my scalp off the whole time. I'm never going through that crap again. It was all worth it though because it's for Frankie. I just hope he likes the new me and doesn't freak like Mikey did.
He freaked and told me to change back to how I wa
Can We Continue? 5Frank's POV
(9 years ago)
I woke up to the blaring screams of my alarm clock and being the lazy person I am I just threw it at the wall. Not caring that it smashed to pieces and that my mother had threatened to take my guitar away if I did it again. Groaning I got out of bed and half walked half shuffled to my bathroom to take a shower and do my other morning rituals.
After I'm clean and don't have dragon breath I go down stairs and find my mom making me breakfast like she always does. This time its pancakes so I know there's something wrong. She normally makes me eggs or something. She only makes pancakes when something's wrong or I'm sic
Can We Continue 3Gerard's POV
I cried my eyes out as I watched Frankie drive off. I never wanted him to see that. He shouldn't have waited for me. Now he's never going to take me back. Fuck I'm so damn stupid! I shouldn't even be going out to clubs, getting drunk and fucking random people. The worst part is that it was a girl each time. I'm gay for god sakes!
No wonder frank said no, he knows im just a royal fuck up who won't get anywhere in life. I mean like come on, I'm sitting in my basement of a room at my parents, crying. I'm pathetic.
Frank deserves someone much better than me. Someone that can give him way more than I ever will. He needs someone tha
Can We Continue 2Frank's POV
Gerard had purposed to me a week ago and we haven't spoken since. I've been staying at my mother's the whole time. He knows that I'm trying to avoid him but he hasn't tried to talk to me so I don't care what he thinks right now. I have my very good reasons for turning him down just reasons I'm not ready to tell him about yet. The only person that knows is my mother since she's involved too.
Gerard's mother says he thinks I don't love him and was just leading him on the whole time. That's so far from the truth that's funny. I've loved him since I was twelve, that's about nine years now. He's been my whole world for more. If
Can We Continue CH.1[Gerard's POV]
This morning has been a living hell. What with trying to pack and helping Frank pack as well I've been running around the apartment (Yes Frank and I have an apartment together) like a mad man. Frank can't seem to do anything other than telling me what we need to bring and nagging me to hurry or we'll miss our flight. If I didn't love him so much I probably would have pushed him down the stairs by now.
Frank and I had planned to go back to New Jersey for Winter break from College. Both our mothers were beyond ecstatic with the news. They both went into a rush of welcome home party preparations. I could hear Mikey groan in the
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